Leaving for Good.

So it's all done..almost. We're running an hr late, I guess. Nevertheless, I'm sleepy. I slept for only 2-3hrs. Anyway, Indore, yeah? wow. Apparently, Indore's Aditi's hometown (Aditi as in my best friend from the school I used to be in) and she has told me tons about it. Anyway, it's mom's birthday and I don't know what to do. Dad didn't make any arrangements, either -.- [very well done, dad].

So maybe, I'd celebrate mom's birthday later next week in Mohali as she wanted to celebrate, if everything goes well. Insha'Allah.

And I'm contemplating leaving for Kushinagar. I know the place, the monks, the dogs<3, the temples, their history and I totally adore the architecture and well, I know the monastery too. If nothing else turns out well, I know where I'm moving.

Khuda Hafiz.

One More Night - Maroon 5

This is an amazing song and I don't know how someone can possibly ever leave Adam Levine. :3 I mean, Adam Levine's...*SIGH* lol.

One more night.

So I'm leaving tomorrow for Lucknow.
According to dad, we'd be there in 16-20hrs. We might stay in Indore o.o [I've no clue about the place 'cause I'd be going to Madhya Pradesh for the very first time]. Nevertheless, excited..kind of. I'd be spending the weekend with Anna and Azhar, probably. Might be seeing Arpit on Monday. And well, have to visit the school. Meet bhaiya-bhabhi and Samridhi<3 [gosh, I miss them so much]. And, I'm, well, I don't know..at the moment, tired.

Adrishi's got her train to Kolkata, tomorrow. She'd be going to see bhaiya, Sitwat, Trish, Digvijay..and I can't remember who else. Anyway, we won't be talking until bhaiya hands her his phone :3 and I miss her, already, even though we are currently texting. :3

And well, yeah, I'm leaving around 6-7am. Finally..
Also, I won't be able to post here for a week's time, at least, 'cause I'd be moving around a lot. and well, that's about it. I shall go sleep now. I'm done packing my clothes..have to pack the books in the morning.

So yeah, toodles.

Like they say, honey, when a man and woman love each other very much, it ends in tears.

So, well, it's stupid, innit? To actually love someone and lose them..and that too, why. I mean, it seems almost impossible to just be happy with things as they are. You fall in love, you have the good times and then the bad ones follow shortly.
To start with, you don't even know who you should be blaming. Yourself, the other person or well, just love.

It's weird to think about it. We put each other through misery on purpose, whereas we once promised we won't ever hurt each other. Obviously, there are things I'm guilty of 'cause supposedly, you only love once. It's really stupid to think about it, but to an extent of things, it's true. You won't ever feel the same as you did with that one person and you can't deny that it was the best feeling you ever had.

Maybe in time, people are likely to move on, considering "nothing lasts forever" and I might end up liking someone else. Or, well, for a matter of fact, that someone already has started liking other people and it's gross for me to think about. But nevertheless, was it that easy. Maybe. Maybe I was a fool, to start with but again, I kind of forced this on the situation but understanding is all I asked for. Just 2yrs...well, big deal.

Nevertheless, though a little regretful..I'd still say, almost everything and everybody reminds me of him somehow. And I've learned to live with it. I'd soon move to a new place, find somebody new..or maybe get back with someone I used to know..but I'll always miss that part of me.

Even though, it was meant to be.

Burnnn.

I didn't leave yet for I've to wait till the marksheet comes out so that I can have the school issue me a transfer certificate. Gah.
Nevertheless,
why do some people live? Like seriously! They should just burn to ashes..like Phoenixes, except, phoenix gives birth to a new one from it's ashes..and these people should just burn forever and be graved in a purgatory or something.
Anyway, I've this really wicked idea about something that I'm going to burn :') God Bless, these brains!
And goodness! Why do I always date idiots? Or rather, worse, idiot is not even an insult enough, why do I date stupid pieces of shit? Mostly. I mean, Fenil and Arpit might be considered exceptions 'cause they're nice people and I like hanging out with them..but most of the others, why! Too bad of a judge of character I'm? Maybe.
So, well, no more out of the blue dating -.- I mean, I'd date, obviously. But, better people. And at the moment, I don't even feel guilty for dumping most of them.
Thank you for teaching me an amazing lesson, J! No, don't take the blame 'cause I deserve and like it well, but otherwise, fuck yeah.

And I had a haircut which makes me look like I have a mullet (lol) like those guys from the 70s-80s, so all I need is a leather jacket (glad I've some) and a bullet (someday, man, someday)!